It was Summer of 2011 when I first started noticing my body. Me and my mom went to Florence and she took a picture of me walking. A full body picture. When I saw that photo, my brain instantly had a breakdown. Was I really THAT ugly? THAT fat? Since when did I started looking THAT bad? And since Summer 2011 my body dysmorphia, disordered eating and all the hate on my body started to be the biggest part of my life.